Thursday, November 03, 2005
my new blog is at xanga.com/jen21203
Friday, December 10, 2004
Jens x-mas list
DVD’s
Pitch Black DVD
Dark Fury DVD
Gift Cards
Gift cards to: lane Bryant, Burlington coat factory, Best Buy, circuit city.
Computer stuff
256 or 512 mb pc133 memory
DVD Burner
40 gb hard drive or larger
Web Cam
Digital Camera
etc
New box spring (full)
Money for clothes
Scuncci Steam Cleaner (as seen on TV)
Good work out shoes by new balance, adidas, or K-swiss size 10w(wide if possible)
New Winter Coat. Columbia brand or a “pea coat”(wool dark dray)
*****I-PASS*****
Scuncci Steam Cleaner (as seen on TV)
Tools
Socket Rails. ¼, 3/8, ½,
Creeper/and or combo Mechanic Seat
Scuncci Steam Cleaner (as seen on TV)
CD’s
Green day-“American Idiot”
Cold- “COLD”, “13 ways to bleed”, and “year of the spider”
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
i think i need prozac and some intense thereapy. i dunno i've just been really down and out. feeling really alonefor some stupid reason. i just grr. i need to take a step back...but i can't even get my head out of the hole i've dug myself into. becky is trying her best but it just aint happening. frank...yeah frank is in his own little world right now and i doubt he gives two shits. i can literally FEEL him pulling away from me. i wish he would just put me out of my misery can confront me about whatever the fuck is wrong. he's single handedly making me feel more miserable than i have in years. i think i need to go bakc to the black board and figure out whats really wrong inside because its not franks or anyone elses responsibility to make me happy. granted he made me feel REALLY good for a couple months. but its like the downer after the high...almost suicidal
Saturday, April 03, 2004
my finger hurts a staple bit me
Friday, April 02, 2004
i remmber a time when you made me feel beautiful
but now you just make me feel repulsive
like even the soggiest garbage pile isnt worth my presance
i'm sick of loving you
when you obviously don't love me back
i remmeber when you begged to tell me
but now...was it just all an act?
but now you just make me feel repulsive
like even the soggiest garbage pile isnt worth my presance
i'm sick of loving you
when you obviously don't love me back
i remmeber when you begged to tell me
but now...was it just all an act?
i have pink eye. i'm making chilli. i think my boyfriend stopped loving me a long ass time ago. and becky is going to be 20 tomorrow. i don't have a damn dime to get her a present. the whole school thinks i look like a fucking guy and frank just relished telling me this. my hair is purple. and i really like my cat shelby. i swear to damn much. i got a 17 on my end phase test. i would have been up for Student of the Phase but frank had to leave early like twice so i missed class. i have stuff for my breaks sitting in my trunk and no time to put them on. (thank you by the way frank your a doll).
Saturday, March 27, 2004
hey peeps/ worked was okay. kim is a saving grace. i got a present for lily but frank decided to go out so i couldn't go over there and give it to her. beck and i are watching rundown. the rock is kinda hot. later babe
Friday, March 26, 2004
jon blows major fucking balls.
